Aug 28, 2011 08:45
the more i think about it the more i try to realize the impossibility of my hopes, dreams, wishes that ive been trying to convince myself of for the past 8 months. And now that ive found the hidden pieces and fit them together im starting to see the complete picture more clearly. Ive never been so confused in my entire life. the thoughts, feelings, emotions, and facts keep replaying themselves in my head, sometimes its all i can think about. im about to be at a breaking point.
I feel like crying as i write this entry but the waste of energy isnt worth it. I have no idea what to do....