Dark grey

Oct 09, 2011 06:56

I feel so cold.... Heartless... emotionless... numb all around me. The people i thought i loved, the people who i thought i cared so much for... i feel like i no longer care for... like my whole life my feelings, my experiences, my mistakes, for the past year and a half didnt even occur. I wasnt acting or thinking right...the medicine i have been taking was making me exhibit bi polar symptoms and messing around with my decision making i had trouble distinguising between wrong and right. Around a month ago i finally got myself off Celexa and was perscribed to lithium. It has helped alot but now i have this blank feeling. I feel grey...

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