Lately, my mood has been shifting like a sinus-curve... My only safe refuge is school and i seldomly leave for home before 6PM and here I feel alright, and when I go home I do, but then the tiny tiniest thing can make me snap... As always that ****** kid is getting on my nerves, she really disgusts me sometimes and I just don't want to be around ( Read more... )

Well yesterday after my post, my GF got home from spending about 3 hours of the night at the neighbours' and she had this like fake smile on her face that her friend had probably helped her tape on. When she opened the letter earlier she said she didn't want to sit with me and she didn't want to talk to me cause I don't care about her daughters so ( Read more... )

It's all becoming a bit hard... To take, seems every effort is useless. I can't really get into this in words right now, cause my feelings are so... SCREWED UP! Girl got a letter today from a lawyer, apparently her ex's lawyer stating a suggestion on a timetable for him seeing their daughter. She's kinda broken down, KINDA! Yeah the future weeks ( Read more... )

The stereo's on, the coffeemachine is starting to pour the last drops of water into the filter... It's just any thursday we're finally past that dreadful holiday season, so what in my mind I never really went there but for sake of others i pretend sometimes anyway I'm glad it's past so we can just be... Normal again. Tomorrow's a holiday but I don' ( Read more... )

Yes... I'm not quite the frequent poster but that's just because there's always someone lurking behind my shoulder to sneakpeak at what I'm doing which is not so desirable when writing under pseudo. Yes I've been thinking about it... See I really need a tool when in need of unloading weight on my chest and there aren't that many people that I ( Read more... )

My thanks to "NordicLania" who just out of pure good will treated me to a period of paid account so that I can try this out... What a nice gesture from someone who hardly even knows me, Some people are just too nice ( Read more... )

...for mental care.