Damn Good Coffee
Yes... I'm not quite the frequent poster but that's just because there's always someone lurking behind my shoulder to sneakpeak at what I'm doing which is not so desirable when writing under pseudo. Yes I've been thinking about it... See I really need a tool when in need of unloading weight on my chest and there aren't that many people that I confide in as much as I can write here so I think that I'll stick to it for a while anyways.
For example my girlfriend and her daughter... Feels like everybody knows everybody and everything I say will come back to me one way or another, you know my best friend is married to my girlfriends ex. best friend well that's obviously not the channel to use for even the slightest complaint about life as stepdad.
Anyways I've been way too out of it to post anything lately... Time off from school and I was hoping on getting some work done, though I'm sort of the one handling the kid so the days are not so... relaxed that my motivation's grown but now when school is coming closer like a tidal wave after the holidays I realize it was probably for the better that I've been relaxing more and just doing everyday stuff, taking myself time to sit at the computer without working, to play computer/videogames a.s.o. because my motivation's coming back all by itself and that's very pleasing. I know this sounds abit like split personalities but I've really been disappointed with myself lately, and it's starting to wear off!
So here's to a new year with great communications in the relationship and being inspired with schoolwork!
I wish you all my best and will get back to you soon!
For example my girlfriend and her daughter... Feels like everybody knows everybody and everything I say will come back to me one way or another, you know my best friend is married to my girlfriends ex. best friend well that's obviously not the channel to use for even the slightest complaint about life as stepdad.
Anyways I've been way too out of it to post anything lately... Time off from school and I was hoping on getting some work done, though I'm sort of the one handling the kid so the days are not so... relaxed that my motivation's grown but now when school is coming closer like a tidal wave after the holidays I realize it was probably for the better that I've been relaxing more and just doing everyday stuff, taking myself time to sit at the computer without working, to play computer/videogames a.s.o. because my motivation's coming back all by itself and that's very pleasing. I know this sounds abit like split personalities but I've really been disappointed with myself lately, and it's starting to wear off!
So here's to a new year with great communications in the relationship and being inspired with schoolwork!
I wish you all my best and will get back to you soon!