It's more quiet than it has been in a long time. From here on out the destruction of my soul and the person I was can be replenished. My heart is hurting badly, and at the same time I feel relieved. I spent two hard years loving so hard, and compromising myself for the person that meant the most to me. I gave it my all. I gave multiple chances. I ( Read more... )

Just hiding in the darkness of my room, trying to avoid the misery my life has become. I no longer know who I am. I don't like myself, my life, and at the moment don't even like the person I'm with. I have always put him before myself, but nothing is ever enough. My complaints of him, are his complaints of me. We get nowhere. Nothing changes. So ( Read more... )

Sarah ( Read more... )

The is the longest that Johnny and I have not spoken since we've known one another. Since May, six months. It's quite odd. I finally gave him a ring and he finally called back today but we've still not spoken. After listening to his message while sitting in traffic along North Mopac I started to reminisce ( Read more... )

Last night I layed in bed from 3am until 6:30am - unable to sleep. All the things in all the world were clouding my mind and the thought that couldn't be ignored was death. Last weekend I ran into an old and dear friend that I hadn't seen in a couple of years. Just lost touch somehow ( Read more... )

If you had one wish, what would it be?

Baby talk is NOT cute!!!

I started out with 5 beers at the pool. Then some friends came over and decided to come down from the apartment to the pool so I'd convinced them to bring the other 7 beers down to share with the cool guy I'd met. He only had a couple to drink, and the rest were killed by me of course. When my last friend left I was suddenly left to deal with ( Read more... )

...guess at what normal is ( Read more... )

You can have all the diamonds ( Read more... )