So alot has been happening in the past few weeks. Zacs been staying at my place and things have been so cozy the kids are so happy because there daddys always around to be a giant playmate and entertain them and Zac and I have never been happier. I did'nt think I missed him as much as I now know I did. I love him and I always have I love our crazy ( Read more... )

So alot has happend to this family in the past few months. Adam turned phycho and almost killed me. Zac and Nat finally got off there lazy asses and got married! And I finally know what its like to have two two year olds and a newborn and it aint fun! But I love it none the less ( Read more... )

So alot has happend to me this past year has'nt it. I ended my marriage I dated a loser and I screwed up the relationships I had with the most important people to me. I spent new years with my babies and just stared at them so in depth. They have come such a long way from the little babies that fit in my hand all connected to tubes and needles ( Read more... )

Well I finally did it i got off my high horse and let my guard down because I'm a good mom and I know Zacs a good daddy and his kids adore him and I miss having Zac in my life I mean he is my best friend after all he was my best friend before we were romantic and I think thats what I truely missed the most when we were together was having him as my ( Read more... )

Brace yourselves everyone. The twins are a boy and a girl again lol Choloe and Kaden were so happy. Choloe can't wait to be little mommy to her sister and Kadens dying to have a baby brother. It was so cute when I told them there little faces lit up it they were more excited than at christmas lol Its so surreal being pregnant with a boy and a girl ( Read more... )

Well I guess the cats outta the bag. I go through 5 years of a great relationship with a man that I love more than anything and pure happiness to one hell hole marriage and divorce. Then I crave affection so bad I fell for an abusive wifebeater. Meanwhile Zacs perfectly content and happy now that he up and quit the music industry and began dating ( Read more... )

Adam and I got into a major fight last night. He was pissed that I took the twins over to go see one of my friends and I did'nt take Jaden with me because she was being a little brat and I was not about to reward her for it. So he went off on me and first it was a battle of screams and yelling every insult in the book out of eachother and then he ( Read more... )

Everyone has a secret oh can they keep it oh no they can't ( Read more... )

If you were a king up there on your throne ( Read more... )

Well it official Zac and I are divorcing. No fooling around this time we have filed papers and the marrige is going to be done with soon. I am taking the twins and I already found a house close by so that Zac can visit them as much as possible. I cannot take this anymore. We just can never work things our I love him that I admit but were not gonna ( Read more... )