Comments | zacsdreamgirlkt: she'd do anything to sparkle in his eye she would suffer she would fight and compromise

zacsdreamgirlkt

she'd do anything to sparkle in his eye she would suffer she would fight and compromise

Sep 13, 2005 09:51

Adam and I got into a major fight last night. He was pissed that I took the twins over to go see one of my friends and I did'nt take Jaden with me because she was being a little brat and I was not about to reward her for it. So he went off on me and first it was a battle of screams and yelling every insult in the book out of eachother and then he ( Read more... )

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doinitwitrythem September 13 2005, 20:49:28 UTC

I'm SO sorry you had to endure that kind of pain Kate, I really am. I know how you feel for him for some unknown reason and even though I dont agree with it don't mean I dont know that you love him and I dont understand it. Its got to hurt to know the one you love would make you cry, let alone beat you and I am so fucking sorry Kate you did not even fucking deserve that kind of treatment one fucking bit and I am still so pissed at that motherfucker, I mean have a little respect for the fucking kids, doing that shit in front of someone elses kids or for fuck sake, doing that to a helpless woman.FUCK what the FUCK is wrong with that shithead?Fucking Tay wants to gets his hands on him too so that fucker BETTER hope that shit shit dont go happening again or he will be...you dont even want to know.Im fucking glad I showed up when I did because I shutter to think what would have happened if i'd gotten there just a few minutes later, the fuck was going at you as if it was a fare compition,like a fucking man and another man at a bar fight. ( ... )

zacsdreamgirlkt September 14 2005, 13:43:23 UTC

*cries softly and looks down* Yes he raped me and he beat me but this was'nt the first time he did it. It was just the worst. He hit me the night we moved in together. But I ignored it and let everything go. I thought if he loved me hed get better and if i loved him everything would be okay bacause love would fix everything and it did'nt. You can take the kids with you and Natalie. I think you and her can provide a more stable enviroment for them than I can right now. I can't leave adam he loves me and I care for him. Hes gonna get better this time. He means alot to me and I can't go back to being lonely again my heart can't take it. *softly starts sobbing*

doinitwitrythem September 15 2005, 06:52:27 UTC

*lifs your chin and searches your eyes and with one hand brushes the hair away from your face and kisses your forehead and then puts your head to his chest* I am so fucking sorry Kate, God I am so sorry.I can't,I fucking cant believe that guys like that even fucking walk this fucking earth, they all deserve to rott in hell. Kate I wish you'd have known that you could tell me, I know we wernt getting along so great but I always fucking cared, I really do and I'd have tooken care of that in a heart beat, I still love you Kate and always will even if its a unrequented love. Kate, I'd LOVE to have OUR children here with me, but they need their mother, I'd actually much rather them live with US both but I dont know that, that could ever happen again, though I do often wish.Kate, I just want to know he's gone out of your life and doesn't prove to be a threat to you or too the kids.I can't very well have the kids here and know that over there you could be dead,because if I have the kids it dont mean that I have nothing to do with you anymore ( ... )

_xonikkiox_ September 14 2005, 04:52:16 UTC

omg kate im soo sorry this happened to you. you didnt deserve it and your kids didnt deserve to see it. are you going to report it? i mean you CANT get back together with him. i dont care how many times he says he's sorry or how many times he says hes changed he hasn't he just wants youback and you shouldnt go back to him not just for your sake but for you kids. i mean what would have happened if he had took it out on your kids instead of you. your not only putting your self in danger but also you innocent kids that did nothing. you cant go back to him kate... please dont. that worries me very bad. and i dont want to see you hurt again. that wouldn't be good. you might not be so lucky to have Zac come and get you. dont do it kate. dont let him sweet talk you into coming back please. i love you kate and i dont want to see you get hurt again. so yeah. im glad you okay. and im glad the kids are okay. <3

natalieabryant September 17 2005, 00:11:59 UTC

Kate, I feel so awful about what's been happening. Please dont think its your fault. If he says he loves you then he doesnt know how to show it hun. You deserve so much more! You're an amazing woman Kate and you need people around you who love you and are going to treat you right. I know the kids are going to come stay with Zac and I, but I would really prefer if you came to stay here too. We just really want to make sure you'll be okay. Please I hope you consider. I know we're not on the best terms, but please think of your kids.. We all know they dont want they're mom hurt. You especially know that they didnt like seeing you like that. We love you so much Kate, we want to see you safe.