So its been sooo long since i wrote in this thing...well myspace is down so here goes...my son is 7 months old now..hes huge...last weekend my uncle john died of lung cancer and emphazeyma and my aunt died yesterday from lung and brain cancer...my life is a living hell...although i have my health my 3 lil wonderful miracle children...and now i am ( Read more... )

what the fricken hell this kid doesnt want to get out...i on the other hand would very much like for him to find a new residence like my room not my tummy...yeah that would be excellent!!! So Mike is at school tonight...me and my dad just got into a big fight cuz he is a big dick wad...and i hate being pregnant...oh i also hate the fact that mike ( Read more... )

I am so much in love with mike that i just cant believe it sometimes...everything about us is so comforting to me...i know we arent the most affectionate couple mostly thanks to him because he isnt much of a cuddly guy but he has his times when he is and i think thats why i appreciate the affection more than most girls. I know he loves me just as ( Read more... )

i love mike soooooo much i really do want to spend the rest of my life with him ( Read more... )

Ok so today is november 1st and i have exactly a month and 19 days until my due date and IM TERRIFIED!!! I guess me and mike are getting along better...not me and his mom though, we probably never will. oh well she wont ruin my life. So my lil Jayeson is sick with a cold....and i have severe acid reflux...it sucks. So last night the boys went trick ( Read more... )

Ok well I forget when i wrote last but i know its been a long time...all i know is i am 7 months pregnant and i love mike more than i ever have and yet we still argue and fight....guess why....it has to do with family almost always...his mom hates me which is fine because i reciprocate those feelings...she is the only thing holding him back from ( Read more... )

man today i tell ya was the most fucked up of days....so i go to school then i went and picked manda up from work, then we chill at my house for a bit then we go see rachel and after that we go get my boys....well a week ago or so i overheard mike and marcus talkin and sayin somthing about the 27th i thought and so today is the what....27th and ( Read more... )

haha so ok i have this friend who likes this one person alot...but its no good at all...because of the circumstances..this person is sooo very attractive and has a wonderful personality but my friend cant get this person to agree its okay to talk to her because of their situation...my friend is kinda bumed about it...her current boyfriend is not ( Read more... )

so yeah drama again...im sorry yall but i gotta let it all out i feel two completly different feelings...and mikes computer is in the back of my moms car so maybe he wont be able to read this and use it to his advantage which he does alot...hes a creep...so yesterday...his mom called and asked for him and i said can she call back cuz he is tryin ( Read more... )

so i was told what a spit shine was today fuckin funny n e ways so typical i am pregnant again so automatically i gotta put up with mikes shit bull fuckin shit not this time im not stressin myself he just acts like he can treat me any way he wants and ill still be here probably because i always have im soooo tired of his mood swings tho a ( Read more... )