Damn i just dont know how to feel anymore. Everything i once had just left. The one time i feel i can relate to someone and just have a great time something happens and it ruins. Man i feel so shitty right now like someone just took my heart ripped it out and walked ALL over it. Maybe it is for the best but right now it just hurts soo much. How am ( Read more... )

Today is ryans and I's 2 month!! WAHOO.. its been a great day i woke up didnt have to go to school so i ended up getting up around 7:30, went to DMV around 8:30 passed my permit test, then my mom sister and I drove to R.I for the day to look at an art college for my sister and eat lunch with my moms old boss. He is so incredibly smart and funny! ( Read more... )

HOLY CRAP I am way to over excited so today was one of the BEST days.. wow it was incredible. I wolk up today had a good easy morning easy to wake up etc i had a sub for mrs vesel you have no idea how good that is unless ur in her class lol!!! then in bio we watched 2 movies then in math we took a short test that was easy but best of it all.. 8th ( Read more... )

OMG im so excited I am sewing a prom dress in fashion design 2 and I am almost done. I only have like another.. hmm week or so and i'll be completly finish. I just sewed the top and botom now i have to sew them together and hem it all up and fit it to my body. I already have a prom dress that i had for my baptism last year but i wanted to do ( Read more... )

I am so happy how things are going i never thought something so good could ever last for this long, Or that something this great would ever happen to me, but it has which just proves that it can happen to anyone at anytime. And just to think that one day at the football fields not even thinking we would ever have anything and look where it got us ( Read more... )

Im in such an ocward stage of my life right now. I just dont know what to do. There are times when i am so incredibly happy yet others when i just want to break down and cry. I found out some news the other day that could effect my whole life. scary thought ( Read more... )

There is no other place i would rather be in my life right now. I am so happy with the way things are going with school, with my family, with RYAN!! which by the way is the best person i have ever met. The way he makes me feel is so spectacular. The way i always manage to get butterflys just when someone says his name, the way my tummy turns and i ( Read more... )

ok well today was an awesome day!!! I got up with a ton of energy because last night my convo with ryan was SPECTACULAR! Everything is finally back to the way it was. I love it. I really care about him and hope we last. I really can't wait till the game tonight though it should be fun. But anyways wel ig ot up with a lot of energy, then in english ( Read more... )

Last night was a really busy night. I ended up going to holly bday party. It was straight. I got to see yvan from east hartford and a lot of other people i havent seen in a while. It went by reall fast though i only played like 2 games of pool lol ( Read more... )

Im so afriad that i might loose the one person i truly care about right. I messed things up. No i didnt cheat, or mess around with anyone i just chilled with ppl i shouldnt have. Damn I feel like shit today and there is nothing i can do to change it fuck... wtf man ( Read more... )