As I'm sure my last blog made clear, I was really worried going into this cosplay idea. I've never made cosplay costumes before. The besties and I have done cosplay one other time - when we went to the "Death Note" movie. I think I made a pretty cute Misa but I'm really excited about getting to cosplay again because I've lost some weight since then ( Read more... )

I wonder sometimes.. what the hell was I thinking? Am I aware that there is only one of me? That I don’t actually have minions? Or elves? Or fairies? Did I consider that there are only so many hours in the day and I will have to sleep at some point.. not to mention working two jobs? Now, granted, I am working a lot less hours at one of those jobs ( Read more... )

Watching my journal refresh to check the posting I wonder again.... should I change my header?

I'm just so conflicted. I love the nostalgia of it... but... the bands all changed... everything's changed..

I HAZ TOO MANY EMOTES ABOUT THIS.

I realise I haven't been around in ... oh.. vaguely like a century, but I don't want to risk losing my journal here and the friends list I still try to check. Really I have so much to catch up on.. srsly behind on my doll-making list, been neglecting (to nearly the point of abandonment) my online presence... But hopefully there will be a break for ( Read more... )

It's hard for me to write this because I never dreamed that I would have to write a blog about how the end of My Chemical Romance was affecting me.

When I first found out, which, thankfully, was from my besties after a long day of work and not sitting alone at work in front of a computer screen, I was speechless. Mouth hanging open. Distraught.

The ( Read more... )

I had a really nice day yesterday. We had the early observance of my birthday since I have a double on my actual birthday. (Seth Appreciation Day - or S.A.D. as Nevi keeps calling it, but I told her I don't approve LOL) I opened a couple of presents after I got up- mini Blossom Flowerpot, "Brisingr" & a Lalaloopsy blanket for my bed that soo soft ( Read more... )

GOD I fail at blogging anymore.. wow... honestly I fail pretty much at keeping up with any of my social media-esque things really. So don't take it personal eljay, lol.

Let's seeeeeee...

( srs bsns emotional stuffs )

Last night I listened to Robert Ohotto's radio show about Developing Your Intuition via Shadow work. ( major shifts in consciousness )

Wow where to even start on how things are looking for this year ( Read more... )

I am at a bit of a loss right now. I.. I don't really know how I feel. Okay that's not entirely true. I'm not happy right now. I know that much. I had a very emotional argument/disagreement/discussion with my besties last night. I hadn't really thought of it in those terms.. but I can be a bully sometimes. I know it comes from the years of being ( Read more... )