2012 Personal Forecast
Wow where to even start on how things are looking for this year...
We did readings for the forecast of 2012 & mine looks like nothing but some serious focus on my magic and my creative projects. I have to take time in January to get my patterns and rituals in order. My scheduling. I have too many excuses for not taking time for myself. I go on about not having enuf time around my work schedule or how I don't get enuf time to spend with my besties. The truth is that I only have usually 2 doubles a week, which means that's only 2 days wasted with nothing but work - and even then I can often fit a little bit of creative work into the downtime at the hotel. The other 5 days of the week I know I'm still going to be up all night when I get home, so there's still time for me to work on stuff. And it's stupid to use hanging out as a reason bc they live with me! It's not like I never see them for heaven's sake. Trust me, they never go away! (LOL I'M KIDDING!!) But there really is time enuf to work on things and still hang out. Plus they've got things that they want to work on as well, so it's healthier for all of us if we take the time that we really want for ourselves. It makes no sense to hang out out of something like obligation bc we just end up resenting the other people for taking up our time when it's us who made the choice to self-abandon and not do the things we really wanted to do with our time.
So it's going to be a big year for creatively.. but there is also some major stuff moving for me in the spiritual side of things. My cards for The Wheel of the Year were saying a lot about my focus and creativity, but my Nine Guardians reading was really heavy on the spirituality, my connections to the earth around me and to the divine. I really need to center myself more solidly in the things that matter and toss a lot of old things that I don't need anymore onto the compost pile. There's a lot of sorting out the things in my life that needs to go on in the early part of this year to get things in order for what's coming. There are so many blessings on the horizon that I really want to straighten myself out & be ready for them when they come. I don't want to end another year thinking about opportunities for abundance that I may have missed because of my own fears and faulty programming from my past that I'm still clinging to for what I think is safety.
We did readings for the forecast of 2012 & mine looks like nothing but some serious focus on my magic and my creative projects. I have to take time in January to get my patterns and rituals in order. My scheduling. I have too many excuses for not taking time for myself. I go on about not having enuf time around my work schedule or how I don't get enuf time to spend with my besties. The truth is that I only have usually 2 doubles a week, which means that's only 2 days wasted with nothing but work - and even then I can often fit a little bit of creative work into the downtime at the hotel. The other 5 days of the week I know I'm still going to be up all night when I get home, so there's still time for me to work on stuff. And it's stupid to use hanging out as a reason bc they live with me! It's not like I never see them for heaven's sake. Trust me, they never go away! (LOL I'M KIDDING!!) But there really is time enuf to work on things and still hang out. Plus they've got things that they want to work on as well, so it's healthier for all of us if we take the time that we really want for ourselves. It makes no sense to hang out out of something like obligation bc we just end up resenting the other people for taking up our time when it's us who made the choice to self-abandon and not do the things we really wanted to do with our time.
So it's going to be a big year for creatively.. but there is also some major stuff moving for me in the spiritual side of things. My cards for The Wheel of the Year were saying a lot about my focus and creativity, but my Nine Guardians reading was really heavy on the spirituality, my connections to the earth around me and to the divine. I really need to center myself more solidly in the things that matter and toss a lot of old things that I don't need anymore onto the compost pile. There's a lot of sorting out the things in my life that needs to go on in the early part of this year to get things in order for what's coming. There are so many blessings on the horizon that I really want to straighten myself out & be ready for them when they come. I don't want to end another year thinking about opportunities for abundance that I may have missed because of my own fears and faulty programming from my past that I'm still clinging to for what I think is safety.