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kurismasu
I'm visiting from out of town, so my uncle came to see me today. I hadn't seen him in years. He apparently has some sort of illness, and he looked bad. We hugged.... twice, for what felt like a long time. That was the first time we've ever hugged each other. I'm still not sure why it happened, but it felt good and at the same time sad ( Read more... ) -
AMBNT003
"You have a beautiful soul, my dear. I think I cried like 4 times when I talked to you on the phone! From laughter that is. I'm sure if we were hanging out now I could just tell that from your eyes. It's rare when it happens, but boy when it does the world stops."
"Ha? I'm confused!
My soul?" -
EXT - HOUSE (FADE TO BLACK)
Frenetic and pulsing,
"I've been cursed!"
I cry, as the eyes go glossy. -
2011
Man, 2010 was shit. So many bad things happened. It was probably one of the worst years of my life. It had it all: death, cheating, break up, lies, bad friendships, backstabs, alcohol abuse. I feel like I almost lost myself. I did stupid things I never thought I would do. I can only hope 2011 is much better ( Read more... ) -
Ágætis byrjun
Today was very bittersweet. Ever since I was seventeen years of age, I have always wanted to smoke a cigarette with my father. It would be a sign that he accepted me as a man, I felt. It was something he always did. Today you came looking for the stuff you left behind. I tried doing my best to forget you, despite all the dreams I had of you. I got ( Read more... ) -
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We said goodbye today. Extreme sadness in my heart, emptiness. My heart is shattered.
The quest to find myself starts again. Not even, I have to learn to crawl before I can even walk. Goddamn. -
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We broke up finally. It hurt so bad. It still does. I can't even begin to explain it. My mom cried..it's gonna take forever to get over. I feel abandoned by everyone, minus a very very very select few ( Read more... ) -
slow descent
What's happened to me. -
(Untitled)
so many things.
embarassing and essential. Learn and grow, to find out you didn't know much to begin with. repeat. -
ma i
just empty space