2011
Man, 2010 was shit. So many bad things happened. It was probably one of the worst years of my life. It had it all: death, cheating, break up, lies, bad friendships, backstabs, alcohol abuse. I feel like I almost lost myself. I did stupid things I never thought I would do. I can only hope 2011 is much better.
My horoscope says I'll be traveling a lot this year and questioning who I am and life. The funny thing was, that my friend was the one that looked up my horoscope and showed me. I'm not a believer of such things, but for once I hope this is true. I have a trip lined up for Japan in August. It's what I've been working so hard since September about. It's honestly the only thing I know to do. I feel like I need to do something amazing and great, but it hasn't come to me yet, and I feel time is running out. I know going to Japan and Italy is splendid, but I need to do more. I refuse to just sit down, I can't sit down. I need to go out and write, or make music, or do something. But nothing comes to me...the melodies or words don't flow.
I need to be new again.
My horoscope says I'll be traveling a lot this year and questioning who I am and life. The funny thing was, that my friend was the one that looked up my horoscope and showed me. I'm not a believer of such things, but for once I hope this is true. I have a trip lined up for Japan in August. It's what I've been working so hard since September about. It's honestly the only thing I know to do. I feel like I need to do something amazing and great, but it hasn't come to me yet, and I feel time is running out. I know going to Japan and Italy is splendid, but I need to do more. I refuse to just sit down, I can't sit down. I need to go out and write, or make music, or do something. But nothing comes to me...the melodies or words don't flow.
I need to be new again.