Today was very bittersweet. Ever since I was seventeen years of age, I have always wanted to smoke a cigarette with my father. It would be a sign that he accepted me as a man, I felt. It was something he always did. Today you came looking for the stuff you left behind. I tried doing my best to forget you, despite all the dreams I had of you. I got ( Read more... )

We said goodbye today. Extreme sadness in my heart, emptiness. My heart is shattered.
The quest to find myself starts again. Not even, I have to learn to crawl before I can even walk. Goddamn.

Things are so good right now. Christmas was good, I got a PSP and a game. I miss and like my girlfriend so much, we've become so so attached. We pretty much see each other every day. Today she left though...and I won't see her for another 16 or so days, because by the time she's coming back, i'm going on tour with my band ( Read more... )