kurismasu

[xofallthings]

I'm visiting from out of town, so my uncle came to see me today. I hadn't seen him in years. He apparently has some sort of illness, and he looked bad. We hugged.... twice, for what felt like a long time. That was the first time we've ever hugged each other. I'm still not sure why it happened, but it felt good and at the same time sad.

This Christmas is shaping up to be the worst one for me. I don't think I've ever truly felt more alone.

But soon, I'll be free. Watch.