sO here I am...January 21, 2008, and as I read my last pOst I had just learned my last living grandfather had been diagnosed with lung cancer...well it just sO happens that abOut 2 weeks agO he was hOspitalized he had tOld us that the radiatiOn had been wOrking and apparently it had but nOt as much as he perceived it tO be...he nOw has terminal ( Read more... )

whaT am ii supposed to dO....ii dOnt think I caN TAke much more death in my life.......5 years ago my grandmother died...she was in the hospital for 2 months suffering ii watched her suffer the whole time....last summer my grandfather was diagnosed with lung cancer,congestive heart failure,kidney failure, and about 30 more things.....this september ( Read more... )

so I dont want to do my project at all.....ii have to draw grR..anyway ii deff just ordered my halloween contact lenses and im so excited I got whiteout and they were onyl 50 effin buckS including taxes and shipping sO that shit was cheap Ah ii gOt them iive only been waiting for 3 years...so thats a plus and im lookin foward to freakin everybody ( Read more... )

lIfe hasnt been sO bad just for a few exceptions....my grandpop's been really sick all summer thus all I did this summer was take care of him and work not much time for an actual summer but im not complaining he is/was my grandfather and I love/loved him...if you havent figured out by now with my present and past tenses on Sept. 20 my grandpop ( Read more... )

iTs a little hard to explain what the fuck im feeling right nOw....my grandpops been in and out of the hospital since June 19th....so there went my summer....he got diagnosed with lunG cancer and just got half of his lung removed last friday which was the 25th of August...ugh and so far nO good....so random [[ii completely hAtE myspace but am ( Read more... )

What resistance I have left within me ( Read more... )

So im at work...bored as ever...and its only 10:50 am...my weekend is goin to be hectic and tiring and almost fun. I don't know how to have fun anymore which is sad because im only 17 [[very soon to be 18]] but ii shud be out with my friends but sad for me I dont really have that many and the ones I found now are young and cant do alot and my best ( Read more... )

ughhhh my life.....well ii get hOme frOm school abOut 2 min agO nd im excited nd alsO happy fOr myself nd all day ii was very happy ii have finally accomplished sOmething nd im dOing something good for myself nd my future but ya knO my life its just not possible fOr me to be happy and PROUD for once....soo ii come to my mothers house after school ( Read more... )

hAhA tOday ii gOt my first filling cause ii just gOt my 1st cavity ever!! ii think its coOl aHa but its realll little n ii deff. cant feel half my mOuth itts nutzzzz aHa butt dOnt get wrOng it did hUrt ::OucH::

Na'na,na'na, na'na ( Read more... )