LiFe gOeS oN <3
lIfe hasnt been sO bad just for a few exceptions....my grandpop's been really sick all summer thus all I did this summer was take care of him and work not much time for an actual summer but im not complaining he is/was my grandfather and I love/loved him...if you havent figured out by now with my present and past tenses on Sept. 20 my grandpop passed away...after my nanny died I dont really look at death the same way as I once did....hes still here with me and has made it very obvious more than a few times...anyway he left a great amount of money for me and my cousins theres 8 of us and we got a decent amountof money which im not dicussing over lj but it was more than 10gz lets just put it that way...so thats been really stressful with everyone trying to tell me what to do whit this large amount of money...its like fuck off im 18 and im not dumb its going to get put away and go towards my education...well not all of it...but a vast majority...anywho school is decent 1st quarter's almost up which means report card time....im such an idiot for dropping out for 2 years I cud be in my freshman year of college right now ughh well ya live and u learn...at least I went back period...anyway I have no social life what so ever and its getting cold out so that means its drinkin season ritee ahahahahahaha....my ass intends to be plastered most weekends...well thats pretty much it for the time being I suppose ill update more often at least ill try.....p.s. my boyfriend is holdin out on me hes deff. gona get raped soon lmao xO