new journal: wannabreakdance

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Taras cutting still adn it makes me sad. I ahte that she does it. She doesn't need to. She's sooo loved. By me at least. She best not be doing because other people are that dont need to be. Evryone in her school is so god damn filthy rich. I hate it! I fucking want tara and me to be the way we always were; happy and golucky. But no, that disapears ( Read more... )

If anyone has any suggestions on how to resize photos so that i can use them as icons please let me know. im realyl dumb with this. HELPP MEEEE

I think everything is going so well. I am keeping promises to myself. I can prove to myself that I can break apart my addictive personality. I can overpower the voice. I dont have to prove anything to it except that I am better than it. So... HA I am. So THERE!I searched forever today to find the ultimate summer mix. I came upon an old cd with the ( Read more... )

I feel as though almost nothing has changed. It feels like I've been away for a mere 2 weeks, that. Ive been having a lot of struggles since Ive been home. It's like there's some little angelic devil inside of my soul calling me to tell me that I shouldn't eat. I try so hard not to listen to the voice but sometimes it gets too hard to handle. I'm ( Read more... )

I really wish I had somewhat of a good memory, but alas, I do not. So the great thoughts I had while I was on the way hoem from dropping Bren off are gone ( Read more... )

Yes, That's right. 2 days after Tara's forgotten birthday. Also 2 days after He-who-shall-remain-nameless's, and 1 day after "supersk8ter christian girl's'. I suck as a friend. I'm abolutely dull....deathly dull. I'm only fun when told to do somehting odd, like attempting to run up the center of an escalator, or jump on the back of a fire-escape ( Read more... )

Third therapy session this morning. Went well i suppose. Fun woman. 26 years old. Non-manipulative.

I went to the library today. I read about sex.. positions of, spots on the male and female... it was exciting.. literally..

It's just like running a mile

"You smell like sex"

To those who think they know me, with the exception of 3 people, you don't. To most I'm not supposed to care about anyone. I haven't cared about people. I just tell myself I do and tell everyone I do, when I don't. Well, I'd like everyone to know the real me. I care for only one person, and he's the one I actually do care about. I feel like an ass ( Read more... )