Dude, I'm not allowed to be home alone. I was supposed to go out tonight and now am not allowed to. Now my mom has an outing planned.. the outing's destination? Dads house so that she knows where I am... this is so fucking ridiculous.

I HEART YOU

Why do I feel like everything bad in this world is somehow tied to me. I have a way of making things be shitty. how? I don't know. That's it. I'm telling my mom that I don't believe in her religion sorts anymore.. tough for me for some reason. I think tiscks that she'll feel like I'm some kind of a let down to her. But that's how she'll feel. i can ( Read more... )

Party went well. Avoidance would be the key word for the night. I avoided Jayce as much as possible. I feel awful now... but what am I supposed to do? meh.. anyway.... Josh was happy. Laughed the whole night ( Read more... )

This mornign Millie told me that I am the wind beneath her wings. My cousin told me that I am one rockin girl. Her friend told me she has pictures of me on her agenda...shes younger than I am. Jayce told me that I am perfect in his eyes. I told him I wish he didn't think that ( Read more... )

dream: There was a ramp into a pool and mrs. scavo was trying to get people to get out of the pool. There were hotel rooms everywhere with candles burning in the windows. Then the ramp magically led to a plane and I had to get off the plane. Mari was on the plane and she was put in the back.. I was in the front with a black girl named sam. She didn ( Read more... )

I surrender

I spent the night at Bends.. we had a black dance party for a few hours and spent time with her friend.. we excersizedlike crazy after eating 6 oreos and then.. duh dun da dun! learned teh Sparkle Motion dance from Donnie Darko!! The morning consisted of Ramen Noodles!! Oh how I love BET ( Read more... )

I love the show Punky Brewster. She was one shway girl.

aaarrrr....

Zac is being a bonehead. Christy takes up all his time. He has no time to talk to me... I'm very upset. My efforts are useless and as much as I hate giving up I guess I have to accept tha someone far mor important has taken over his life and pushed everything else out of the

A recap of the Ocean City trip will be done in a later time. In a nutshell though I had a lot fun, met Boy, Ali, and Sutin! Ali and Sutin are incredible people... can't say the same for Boy though. As well as meeting grand people I ate... A TON! I really think that my insanity has reached a new height in the last few days. Image is now everything. ( Read more... )