Damn it. If it weren't for him, I'd be perfectly content staying here for quite awhile if I could. Four months now and no signs of stopping any time soon. Can't help but think about the future though. Wish I didn't but it's not something I can ignore, though I try to live in the moment as much as possible with him. It's not like I'm missing ( Read more... )

an update from me ( Read more... )

Ask me for "top five" lists of pretty much anything, and I will list for you my top five of that thing or things. Copy and give your own top fives.

so i'm positive it has been figured out that i use this journal to post negative things i cannot say on Myspace for fear of the wrong people hearing or people reading too much into my mood swings. so i'll just start with this: i have been up now for 31 hours. i'm not saying that explains away my feelings at this moment, i just thought it was a ( Read more... )

Take your iPod or any mp3 player you own, put it on shuffle, and post the first line or two of the first 15 songs that play and see who on your friends list can guess the songs:

1)      You’re not in this alone, let me break this awkward silence, let me go... go on record, be the first to say I’m sorry...

2)      Who shot that arrow in your ( Read more... )

[written 3/8/07 ( Read more... )

So, I just finished reading the book Fairest by Gail Carson Levine, the woman who authored one of my favorite books, Ella Enchanted. The more recent read is about an unusually ugly girl named Aza and her Snow White-esque adventure; of course it has a happy ending where she realizes the whole "looks don't matter" thing and where she has someone who ( Read more... )