I realize I haven't been on here in about a year, but I'm just going to ignore that fact and go on like this is still a semi-daily habit.

Today (instead of going to any classes) I did some extremely vital things that have been on my To-Do list for a while:
- seriously think about who is on my "Top 10 Celebrity Crushes" list and make a final list
- ( Read more... )

I couldn't sleep for days
And I couldn't believe
You couldn't come too soon
To break me from that room
And now I'll sleep for days
But in a different place

I'm half way done with break and it's been the best winter break of my entire life.  I really needed to come home from OU and get back into this life that I've always known.  This town has all the ( Read more... )

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears I'm back in my blue period again ( Read more... )

I'm a long way from home and so all alone
Homesick like I never thought I'd be
I'm a long way from home, everything is wrong
Someone please watch over me

I am homesick.  But not homesick in the sense that I miss ( Read more... )

I keep on laughing to keep from crying
I keep on dreaming to keep from dying
I keep on trying
Ain’t gonna stop
Get right down to the bottom of the barrel
And then you float back on top I was feeling pretty blue there for a while.  I really was ( Read more... )

And i don't know what i want but i know where i want to be
And everywhere i go, i wish you were here with me
Stars hang on tiny strings, my dreams are made of memories
Once everything made sense, now i get so alone that i can't sleep
Will somebody please tell me if this is where i'm supposed to be
Bottles on the table and socks on the floor
Trying to ( Read more... )

I wish we could open our eyes
to see in all directions at the same time
Oh what a beautiful view
if you were never aware of what was around you
And it is true what you said
that I live like a hermit in my own head
but when the sun shines again
I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in Today ( Read more... )

OUfest 2k5: day 5

Miles of air and road and land
They separate me from all my plans
Were havin' havin' havin' havin' fun
But something something tells me I miss someoneWelp, I'm back at OU.  I've been here for 5 days but I haven't ( Read more... )

Homefest 2k5: day 75

I've been told that I only really write about depressing things.  Looking back on all my entries, I realize that that is very true.  So, tonight's will be different.

So, you know how I was all depressed because I got a D in that class I ( Read more... )

Why is it that in the last year it seems the only thing I can do is ( Read more... )