Sep 04, 2005 11:49
OUfest 2k5: day 5
Miles of air and road and land
They separate me from all my plans
Were havin' havin' havin' havin' fun
But something something tells me I miss someone
Welp, I'm back at OU. I've been here for 5 days but I haven't
really had time to write anything about it. It feels really good
to be back. The Terrifying Trio (Becca, Michelle, and I) has been
reunited and we're rocking hardcore. Just like we always
do. Hems and Nathan are here too, and that's basically my friend
group right there. Yup, just 5. But I like it that
way. I've seen a lot of people from Wasted Washington this
year and it's been nice. I really wanted to get to know them
better last year but I never really got the opportunity or it never
felt right. This year though, I've started out on the right foot
with them. I saw Steven this week too. I was so glad I got
to hang out with him already. And I expect to see him a lot more
too. I missed him last year.
My dorm room is sweet. I mean, it's small, but it's suppossed to
be...it's a single. I've got everything organized and homey now
so I'm getting comfortable. The coolest part of my room is the
fact that I have an entire hallway that just leads to my room.
And I have two steps and a landing that go just to my door. It's
a front porch of sorts. Or a "stoop" as most people call
it. I've actually got the nickname "Stoop Girl" by most of the
floor. I know this because they write messages to me on my dry
erase board all the time. I haven't actually met any of them yet
because I'm either working, sleeping, or not here. I don't really
want to meet any of them, or at least I don't want to be buddy-buddy
with them. Is that antisocial or what? I just want my dorm
to be my secluded spot away from everyone. I mean, all my friends
are either in Bromley uptown or random places on East or down by the
HDL center. I like having my own little fortress.
I miss home a lot. I miss my parents, I miss the Usuals, I miss
the TentPartiers, and I miss Jim...a lot. It's not that bad in
the day time because I'm kept really busy, but at night sometimes I
can't sleep. I just feel like I didn't get enough of the
summer. Like I didn't give enough of myself to everyone.
And I'm longing for the time that I need to spend time with people, but
now I don't have the time...or the gas money. Basically all I'm
trying to say is I miss you guys. If you're reading this, I miss
you guys. And Jim, I love you so much and I miss you like
crazy. I can not wait for you to visit.
Alright, I have to go nap.
XOJess