Shitty.

[wondrous2]

I felt really shitty today.
I stopped taking my meds a while ago.
I felt that I would lose my mind.
I didn't want to have another panic attack.
I felt that I would lose my mind.
I'm pretty scared.
I felt that I would lose my mind.

I cut my arm up. I had to see blood...a lot of it. Now I'm on LJ.
I feel better now.

Comments

[microsleep]

why did you stop taking the meds for!!
hugs

[wondrous2]

To be honest, I stopped taking the meds hoping that I would get worse and end up killing myself. But now I plan to try really hard! I'm gonna get a new and very good therapist. Can you believe this?...My damn psychiatrist said that he couldn't help me 'cause I seem to be really sick, so now I'm on my own. :/

[microsleep]

i know what you mean.

your psychiatrist lol. what can i say. some people shouldn't be in that position. at least we KNOW we need help.

you DESERVE a very good therapist

[unwritten_song2]

Thanks! I really needed to hear that (or in this case, read it).
Oh, this is wondrous2.
I have two journals.