Shitty.

[wondrous2]

I felt really shitty today.
I stopped taking my meds a while ago.
I felt that I would lose my mind.
I didn't want to have another panic attack.
I felt that I would lose my mind.
I'm pretty scared.
I felt that I would lose my mind.

I cut my arm up. I had to see blood...a lot of it. Now I'm on LJ.
I feel better now.