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I made a new song. it sounds awful now that I have converted it to mp3 format, but the idea is still there. check it out.

regardless of whether my tendency to make emotional investments in people is misplaced and detrimental to my own emotional stability in the ultimate outcome or not, I have learned that it is better to feel than to feel not. emotions are the only real aspect in my life. relationships aren't real, and neither are any of the various obligations I have ( Read more... )

I, adoree taylor, am now enrolled with Cabrillo College.

I CANNOT WAIT TO GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING TOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWN

I'd like to think that people should be able to let go of the past and accept that everything/everyone changes, even if in minor or unnoticeable ways; however, I see a major lacking of open-mindedness in most people who I have had confrontation with in the past. this is a problem I have recognized in myself, too. it's easy to hold grudges from even ( Read more... )

I know I talk about this non-stop these days, but I am seriously going out of my mind having to live in this town with these people and this stupid routine. I was just looking at one bedroom apartments for rent on craigslist and it made me feel so anxious. of course the chances of me finding an apartment to rent on my own and which is affordable ( Read more... )

I wish my life was a chalk board.

my life currently consists of three things: working, drinking a lot of alcohol and mood swings. I am thoroughly sick of all three. one of the most irritating factors in my life is that I can't seem to do anything with anyone without having to get drunk first. all anyone ever wants to do anymore is get drunk. well I don't have the money or the ( Read more... )

melanie, kelsey and I are making a group move to santa cruz next year. I am finally feeling a bit of direction in my life.

in the mean time, I feel unsettled and miserable.