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[winniethepounce]

I know I talk about this non-stop these days, but I am seriously going out of my mind having to live in this town with these people and this stupid routine. I was just looking at one bedroom apartments for rent on craigslist and it made me feel so anxious. of course the chances of me finding an apartment to rent on my own and which is affordable

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[brighten]

Though it makes me sad to see you feeling this tension and pain, it makes me so excited for you at the same time. And though you feel that immediacy to leave the area, you aren't fleeing, and I know you're doing your best to get what you need emotionally while being mature in your actions. That's how life goes -- that's how you have to handle situations that arise where you feel one thing but life doesn't just hand it to you or make it easy. You will get down here and I can't wait to see you grow in a new space.

[winniethepounce]

me neither! I think I need to begin a new chapter in my life -- or rather, I feel I must. I can't really hang around here too much longer and successfully accomplish anything. I can't wait to start a new life down there. I just hope I will be able to in the near future.

[courtneybrennan]

I would love to see you off and doing your own thing.--well, actually, you already are! but it's exciting to see how passionate you are about making a move into new territory. I know moving back in with mom and dad after being on your own is probably a bit of a drag, but if you really wanted a chance to just save some money and take it easy, it probably wouldn't be so bad. I don't know....I've considered it a couple of times, myself, and I think I was getting close to doing that around the time I met Jeff, because my situation was driving me crazy. anyway, you can also come crash at my place if you wanted a break from them, I'm sure; we have a den and internet and it's peaceful out in cutten, which can be really helpful. maybe it doesn't sound like the greatest choice, getting stuck living with your family again. I'm just letting you know our door is open.

[supereleanor]

i think that's probably your best option. i mean, you're already sticking things out as it is -- what's a little more? and yeah you will have a much much harder time saving money while paying rent. at least you have your food money covered.