today I went onto AIM and had a one way conversation.. and it wasn't IMing myself either.. but here it is.. nothing was edited because the person I IMed refused to answer so... here goes ( Read more... )

Its been a long weekend, and its tuesday morning ( Read more... )

Alright then. have you ever spent the day looking up to the heavens? me neither although i would like to. I envy those birds chirping outside, and I am smoking a cigarette inside where smoking is forbidden. No'one comments in this journal because noone gives a fuck and I appreciate that. I've been walking everywhere and I just don't understand it. ( Read more... )

so its sunday of memorial day weekend. friday there was this boy who seemed al excited to be hanging out withe me... so he left after 3rd period and drove to new jersey. and theres my good dealer, and also my guru; they went to a boffing-event called craythorne. my dealer is attempting to get laid and my guru is a great warrior. theres my two ( Read more... )

hello ( Read more... )

hello out there big scary world. it must be friday, and ive got 18 days left in this year. hmm ( Read more... )

wow. i dont know quite what to say at this point. i am quite burnt out and i dont know what to think. life took on the surrealistic nature again. i dont want to say much because there are certain people proving themselves untrustworthy lately, and im sure they're enjoying this ( Read more... )

So its thursday. I look around, and my vision seems rather hazy. I hear everything, but the sounds seem rather muffled. I open my mouth to speak, but the voice that comes out is far too timid to be me. Ive never been able to remember my own voice, or how it sounds. I dont reckognize it, and ive never been able to pose for pictures either. Candids ( Read more... )

Hello, hello ..... are you there? where?

wheres my life gone, and why do i bubble over withe dreams constantly, and then procrastinate. there's so many things i want to do, so many things my life holds ahead of me.. like a carrot on a stick.

I want:

• i want to get my license together
• i want to get a job [probably try at Bob's]
• i want toget my ( Read more... )

Its wednesday i think, and I'm hoping that this blasted computwer doesnt chang my fuckiin words around. The jr. prom is in two days and i got sick last night. I'm goin though... no matter what. Ive got my dress.. a strapless black satin gown, fitted flawlessly withe a white border around the top... its gorgeous and so long. I'll go all out withe my ( Read more... )