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so its sunday of memorial day weekend. friday there was this boy who seemed al excited to be hanging out withe me... so he left after 3rd period and drove to new jersey. and theres my good dealer, and also my guru; they went to a boffing-event called craythorne. my dealer is attempting to get laid and my guru is a great warrior. theres my two friends and their new baby who ive been hanging out withe every day; they just left to go to the cape withe guy.
and today i was supposed to go to maine but my father left withe out me before i woke up. and the choices are home or annas.. and im fairly sure that the only person who is goin to hangout withe me is anthony.
only anthony is probably out withe other girls.. he wont answer. hmm. this sux. im scared. antknee is goin away soon. maybe to texas for a month.. if he does i might be able to go away withe him. and then hes gon to job corp.. i dunno how long. but its scary you know.. cuz hes the one ive seen everyday for so .long and no matter how much you try to hide it, its killin me. i need to know how lond the smell of cigarettes stays in a house? ill smoke in the basement constantly.. but im pissed and i dont wanna go outside or downstairs.
hoi hoi hoi.. what does a lonely girl do on a sunday when everyone is busy but her.
and i do mean EVERYONE.
i hate this fuckiin bullshit.
well my alleged best friend only has to work today. but she doesnt want me around.. note how noone ever gets invited over there.. just asked to leave eventually. but i might as well smoke up now. hmm.. : [.
and today i was supposed to go to maine but my father left withe out me before i woke up. and the choices are home or annas.. and im fairly sure that the only person who is goin to hangout withe me is anthony.
only anthony is probably out withe other girls.. he wont answer. hmm. this sux. im scared. antknee is goin away soon. maybe to texas for a month.. if he does i might be able to go away withe him. and then hes gon to job corp.. i dunno how long. but its scary you know.. cuz hes the one ive seen everyday for so .long and no matter how much you try to hide it, its killin me. i need to know how lond the smell of cigarettes stays in a house? ill smoke in the basement constantly.. but im pissed and i dont wanna go outside or downstairs.
hoi hoi hoi.. what does a lonely girl do on a sunday when everyone is busy but her.
and i do mean EVERYONE.
i hate this fuckiin bullshit.
well my alleged best friend only has to work today. but she doesnt want me around.. note how noone ever gets invited over there.. just asked to leave eventually. but i might as well smoke up now. hmm.. : [.