Three chances...three strikes. And according to most everyone, it was three more than I should have ever given. Don't expect such generosity in the future if you can so callously spurn it now...it seems old habits die harder than you think. It's alright, I'm not upset now, just disappointed. I thought maybe I could prove the naysayers wrong, ( Read more... )

some may have read the entry that existed in the place this one now occupies. although a lot of the message was truthful, the tone was a bit overly embittered and defeated. one must remember what was said near the end, if she is cool, I am cool...and I just need to remember to stay gaurded against any jarring inconsistancies that take place. ( Read more... )

So, it can be assumed that with such a space in between updates that a lot will have happened, and boy would you be correct. I somehow managed to survive that last couple weeks of school, which were a veritable roller-coaster ride of frustrations, stress, altered states, and other fun things. I wound up getting cast in one of the one-acts (the ( Read more... )

So...it's been a while hasn't it? Long story short, school was crazy busy. Native Son was a resounding success, and turned out even better than I had imagined. Now I'm gonna take a shot at getting everything else in my life that was shunted aside back together, which is odd. Schoolwork, relationships, sleep, excercise, whatever were all shunted ( Read more... )

Good god, this schedule is driving me nuts. I don't have time for anything it seems, I can't even make a quick buck on anything, and some money would be nice right now. At least red hot chili peppers should be fuckin awesome tomorrow, because that's pretty much the last hurrah as far as indulgences go, parties on weekends notwithstanding. I need ( Read more... )

Hey, when I said I was gonna be busy I wasn't lying, I've been getting my ass kicked this past week-and-a-half, good thing that colombus day weekend is coming up. WIth regards to the title, I've also recently seem to be making amends with several relationships that had felt estranged as of late. One I had all but given up on, and though I won't ( Read more... )

The party at our place seems to have been a success across the board, though our next one may start and end earlier because that was the one complaint the old man downstairs seemed to have. It shouldn't be much trouble to accomidate I think. It's weird to think that summer is over, and class (as well as rehearsal) starts up in earnest on tuesday ( Read more... )

So I actually have internet now, I just haven't updated the past few weeks because I'm a lazy, lazy, man. Now that Michael Howard is over I have been intensely focusing on doing as little as possible so that I may recuperate in time for school and native son rehearsal (yeah, so I need to do that research shite still...I'll get to it). Until then ( Read more... )

It is hot as balls in the city, just like last summer. That, and those bastards who scammed me are now gonna get fucked right back, since it seems that the owner of Michael Howard Studio felt bad for me and decided to use her influence to help me get back at Mr. Kaplan and the fine people at the Model Talent Network. So, in the words of Dr. Dre ( Read more... )

So I'm currently typing this entry on raz's computer because I still don't have internet at my place. Not only that, but I also no longer have a computer, because a couple weeks ago somebody broke into our lovely home in Queens and stole a bunch of shit. My guitar, the aforementioned computer, and my dvd player, not to mention little things like ( Read more... )