never mind
Three chances...three strikes. And according to most everyone, it was three more than I should have ever given. Don't expect such generosity in the future if you can so callously spurn it now...it seems old habits die harder than you think. It's alright, I'm not upset now, just disappointed. I thought maybe I could prove the naysayers wrong, but they were on to something all along, so I guess it's back to square one with me again, though this time I can say I'm better off for it.