the new job is going ok. not great but ok. good people but the money is midline at best. i am just use to making so much more money and not having to work nearly as hard for it ( Read more... )

its been almost two years since my last entry. talk about a detour! i wouldnt even know where to begin if i were to try to fill in the blanks so im just going to journal and move forward. today has me in a mellow funk. floating with no purpose but i don't mind all that much its been a long week full of work and meetings, tests and side jobs to ( Read more... )

i have come to the conclusion that i really don't like a lot of people in this world. i just don't. the ignorance is just a lot to handel on a daily basis!

i am honestly on the verge of flipping out on some one. i need a reality check all the way around. october has been really stressful but the thing that is going to put me over the edge is getting an augmentative communication device for Rowan. in a nut shell he is three and a half and non verbal. he has the pop out words but they just don't ( Read more... )

i am really pissed off today. i have a lot of reasons, some petty, some valid, none i am proud of. really i think every thing is weighing on me because of sleep deprivation, and so much stress. i realized today the expo is 11 days away. the panic is hitting me! i have so much to do and no fucking time ( Read more... )

logan has ANOTHER double ear infection and a sinus infection. with the meds they gave him today he will be taking 6 YES 6 different medications. i am getting a second opt on his allergies. it is rediculous for him to be on this many medications ( Read more... )

so it's been a wiel i know ( Read more... )

I am happy to say children's hospital has agreed to do the evaluation for Sergeas son!! I never thought when I took this job I would be dealing so much with immigration laws ( Read more... )

Well long story short a LOT of health problems and one hysterectomy later and I am FINALLY starting to feel normal. (What ever that means) I have been up and going with the boys for a week know, and returned to work yesterday. I told the doctor I could give him one month and I did. The surgery was a month ago and the hospital stay was by far the ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a REALLY BAD DAY! Rowan had three major melt downs and the first was more than likely a seizure. The doctors say from his EEG activities (a 24 hour ambient EEG, and a 48 hour video EEG) he is not having seizures. I say what they have a 72 hour snap shot of his life. I say I know parents who's children have grand mal seizures (the ( Read more... )