almost two years

[whisprntheshade]

its been almost two years since my last entry. talk about a detour! i wouldnt even know where to begin if i were to try to fill in the blanks so im just going to journal and move forward. today has me in a mellow funk. floating with no purpose but i don't mind all that much its been a long week full of work and meetings, tests and side jobs to scrape by. thats just life these days. i always knew i would end up a single mom i just didn't know i would be so ok with it and so lonely all at once. kikki has been an amazing friend through all of this and i really, really don't know what i would do without her!!! the new job is just another serving job but in this economy and with rowans health what it is i took what i could get!

as if they here me getting into something let the choas begin yet if i sit in the room with them nothing happens lol