i did something i shouldn't have yesterday.


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since i already mentioned the fact that i'd be going to a party saturday, let's break it down so you'll all know why i need to avoid social gatherings like this.

my friend mike and i got into boston around let's say five o clock. introductions were made and what not, but i somehow knew this wouldn't be as i imagined it. i forgot the fact that he's ( Read more... )

this has been neglected for nearly eight months. have been using it infrequently for posting in communities and just checking up on old friends. i went through a period and still going through a privacy phase. i've tried to discover old journals/sites and deleted most of them. i wanted to try and be sure i knew what parts of me were circulating ( Read more... )

i fiddled with the camera. here are the results...


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haven't been updating much, i sort've forgot that i promised i'd be keeping up with this after i last posted pictures.


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i'm never sleeping with arielle ever again. after i left the hotel party i felt stuffed up which i usually do after sleeping with someone, yet i never feel sick after i fuck someone. so i don't know how that balances out. today was celebration of dad's dad's death, which meant tons of food and lighting of incense. i didn't spend too much time at ( Read more... )

reading through the posts dating back to 2005 made me realize how naive i was. even in my writing i can still feel it. two years later and a helluva changing process nearly finished. i'm content, happy at times even. so eventually i'll pick up on updating this thing, i haven't in awhile i know and i'm trying to get back into it. i've been posting ( Read more... )

you know that feeling when everythings perfect when your with that one person ? who seems to no matter what be able to grace your life with this amazing feeling that words would never ever be able to give justice to ? i've finally found that someone whose been able to show me what love is. admittingly i am surprised that out of everyone, he's what ( Read more... )

haven't been updating this thing too much been caught up in other stuff. check out the xanga though, my poetry is posted there. i was tryna update during comp lit. class but, the bitch caught me and i had to ex out was supposed to be doing some stuff on earthquakes. last week of school before break, pretty hyped.

been seeing this kid eddie, not ( Read more... )

i've been awoken by truth
by mystery in our futures
i did not see
but, i still long to hear
everything you've got to say