here we are again
this has been neglected for nearly eight months. have been using it infrequently for posting in communities and just checking up on old friends. i went through a period and still going through a privacy phase. i've tried to discover old journals/sites and deleted most of them. i wanted to try and be sure i knew what parts of me were circulating around the internet. though i know i only found a handful, only a few others might be out there. which is fine, i don't see any reason in anyone being interested in what my teenage mind was pondering then, heck i don't even care.
been busy with school/work/and even more so these days with friends. came home about an hour ago from the movies, went to see the golden compass. it turned out to be great! can't wait to see the sequel. a few of the previews piqued my interest too. a party/day in boston tomorrow with a friend. hopefully it'll be good.
i got a call and a voicemail during the movie. it was a friend of mine who, i think even though my warnings, he has developed feelings. however small or large, i cannot return those. at this point in my life i need to be on my own, maybe in a few years...who knows maybe even sooner. but right now i feel content with myself, i'm real independent so it's hard to let someone in when i know i can take care of myself.
also did post a set of pictures in suicide boys and they seem to be getting good vibes so i'm glad. been months since i attempted taking photos of myself. if you want to check them out you can head on over to that community. i'm too tired to try and get the link and yadda yadda. so i'm heading to the shower and then to bed. hopefully for the few of you that read this, i keep it going this time ey?
- S
been busy with school/work/and even more so these days with friends. came home about an hour ago from the movies, went to see the golden compass. it turned out to be great! can't wait to see the sequel. a few of the previews piqued my interest too. a party/day in boston tomorrow with a friend. hopefully it'll be good.
i got a call and a voicemail during the movie. it was a friend of mine who, i think even though my warnings, he has developed feelings. however small or large, i cannot return those. at this point in my life i need to be on my own, maybe in a few years...who knows maybe even sooner. but right now i feel content with myself, i'm real independent so it's hard to let someone in when i know i can take care of myself.
also did post a set of pictures in suicide boys and they seem to be getting good vibes so i'm glad. been months since i attempted taking photos of myself. if you want to check them out you can head on over to that community. i'm too tired to try and get the link and yadda yadda. so i'm heading to the shower and then to bed. hopefully for the few of you that read this, i keep it going this time ey?
- S