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Forgive me, LJ, for I have sinned. It has been xxxx years since my last confession...
So where was I? Oh yes. About to have surgery and in a fairly shitty headspace ( Read more... ) -
Well there you go ...
Turns out, I'm pre-diabetic (no surprises there). Surgery date: September 21st. Bring it. -
New path
Alright, so what I am not saying over at Facebook (and what I won't be saying over there for a while yet) is that I am currently exploring the possibility of bariatric surgery. Gastric Sleeve, to be precise. Go look it up ( Read more... ) -
It's not that I don't care anymore...
So this year, I'm hitting a new decade and I'm not sure if it is this realisation, a rite of passage, fear, or one just gets to that point, or maybe I've gained some clairty coming off my meds, but I finally feel like I am actually pretty ok with me. And I've just hit this point where I've gone "enough". A wise woman once said to me "Sometimes, you ( Read more... ) -
The Facebook Dumb
I must be feeling better or something because now I am all ranty about Facebook generally being somewhere I actually don't want to be anymore. If it wasn't for the fact I use it as a tool to communicate with family and friends who live a long way away, I swear I would just delete my account and be done with it. For now, I have deleted it from my ( Read more... ) -
Not again.
That feeling from before where curling up in a ball and hiding from everyone and everything seemed like the best idea? Yeah. There it is. Thought I had kicked it in the guts. Apparently not so. And why? Just, why? Why now? I'm hurting and I'm sad and I'm angry and confused. And why? Seriously. What the fuck now ( Read more... ) -
Is thing still switched on?
We've been back in Sydney since Christmas Eve. In that time, we have found somewhere to live, got the girls into school, unpacked three loads of shipments, containing different segments of our lives, dealt with re-settling and all that involves. Unpacked our family and friends and slowly, life is returning to normal. Only it's not normal. Odd ( Read more... ) -
The Home Stretch
We're on it!
Yep, see y'all in December, baby! Fire up the barbie, we're coming home to Sydney!
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So - how am I doing now?
Thought I should post an update as it's been a while. After I last posted, LadyP and I went home to Aus for my brother's wedding. Which was such a wonderful occasion and much needed holiday and I am very glad we went. However, I ended up with really bad anxiety and panic attacks and there was nothing punching through that sucker. It only heightened ( Read more... ) -
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I am trying to muster up the energy to reply to everyone and I just can't do it. Thanks so much all for thinking of me. I am having a shitty day today, but will get through it.