Forgive me, LJ, for I have sinned. It has been xxxx years since my last confession...
So where was I? Oh yes. About to have surgery and in a fairly shitty headspace.
So I had the surgery. My life has changed and I am stronger and healthier physically and mentally than I have ever been. I feel fucking great. More energy to do ridiculous things and placing some value on myself that gives me permission to not hold on to negativity quite so much and let people go from my life who are hurtful.
I'm in my final year of uni. It's busy, but I'm alive and I'll manage.
It's taken a while to get here, but...
I'm ok.
So I had the surgery. My life has changed and I am stronger and healthier physically and mentally than I have ever been. I feel fucking great. More energy to do ridiculous things and placing some value on myself that gives me permission to not hold on to negativity quite so much and let people go from my life who are hurtful.
I'm in my final year of uni. It's busy, but I'm alive and I'll manage.
It's taken a while to get here, but...
I'm ok.