going to ohio for a few days. bad family shit ( Read more... )

birthdays have just never been my days. they were pretty great in columbus actually, but aside from those, i could do without them. i could give a fuck about getting older, it just makes me feel alone no matter how many people are around me. or bad things happen. like last year ( Read more... )

the best advice i can give anyone at this point, and maybe people should consider the source, maybe not... is ( Read more... )

and somehow out of one of the worst situations i have had happen in my relationship history, i found someone i'm kind of really excited about. and she was the reason we talked ( Read more... )

13 weeks since i've posted and i almost forgot this existed ( Read more... )

I wont try and make some lofty claim that I'm completely over her, but honestly the only thing I miss right now are specific times. Sex while camping or picking her up from west Philly when she had the horrible night or cooking. And for the most part I haven't had this much contempt for someone since korey, they pulled the same shit. Attacking my ( Read more... )

if I'm jerking off anyway, what's wrong with doing it on camera for a few hundred dollars? Like I care ( Read more... )

I have no real idea how I'm doing as well as I am of late. Aside from having one of the best living situations since Columbus, I've been working a ton and weeding out people who are just negative. Then kate called the other night and made my night at the very least. She told me that if I ever needed to talk about the bullshit sofi said to me I ( Read more... )

whew ( Read more... )

my life is the most stressful it's ever been.

at least i dare say.