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13 weeks since i've posted and i almost forgot this existed.
life has been up and down and up higher and down into the depths i've not seen in a long time, then back up again. most of it involves girls because everything in my life is going well aside from that. and honestly, it all surrounds one girl. the girl who has, for the most part, been at the heart of all drama in my life since the day i met her just over a year ago. someone who is now out of my life for good. never to return.
burn it down. walk away.
and now i'm doing really well. and despite much of the skepticism surrounding the reasons that a certain person and i recently hung out, it's really just because i genuinely like her. but i'm spending lots of time alone lately, by choice, and i really like it. i think i might finally be changing, growing up just enough that i don't have to run to random girls and fuck until i can't remember who made me sad last.
highlights of the recentish times...
-climbing onto the roof of my hotel to an area i shouldn't be in.
-having sex on said roof
-playing in fountains
-dinners
-being creative
-making appointments to try and go back to school
-taking 2 days off of work in a row for the first time since march
-growing up.
-$500 bonuses at work.
hope all are well. see ya in 13 weeks.
life has been up and down and up higher and down into the depths i've not seen in a long time, then back up again. most of it involves girls because everything in my life is going well aside from that. and honestly, it all surrounds one girl. the girl who has, for the most part, been at the heart of all drama in my life since the day i met her just over a year ago. someone who is now out of my life for good. never to return.
burn it down. walk away.
and now i'm doing really well. and despite much of the skepticism surrounding the reasons that a certain person and i recently hung out, it's really just because i genuinely like her. but i'm spending lots of time alone lately, by choice, and i really like it. i think i might finally be changing, growing up just enough that i don't have to run to random girls and fuck until i can't remember who made me sad last.
highlights of the recentish times...
-climbing onto the roof of my hotel to an area i shouldn't be in.
-having sex on said roof
-playing in fountains
-dinners
-being creative
-making appointments to try and go back to school
-taking 2 days off of work in a row for the first time since march
-growing up.
-$500 bonuses at work.
hope all are well. see ya in 13 weeks.