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how do you know what your purpose in life is?... today i was lying in the bath, and i thought to myself.... i want to die rite now, or not, because im probably going to hell after what happened this weekend. it seems to me that whenever you think something is going really really well, it all turns around on you.... nobody knows what my life is like ( Read more... )

winter break, its almost over.. back to hell. back to gossip and caring about what the hell you wear ( Read more... )

wow. i have to say, christmas was made up for... both of my parents were really simpathetic about it. they have been letting me off easy on things since then. i feel kinda bad for taking advantage of them soo much, but i donno ( Read more... )

christmas is sapposed to be a time of happyness, joy, presents, and family. for me, this was not the case. i woke up at 7:30, and layed in bed untill 9, the time my mom decided that she wanted to have christmas. I walked into my moms room and gentally woke her up, only to then wake up my dad. since my dad didn't wake up for twenty minutes after ( Read more... )

six more days till my birthday. yippeee.. oh yea. too bad jackie and becky are gonna be efing out of town
much love. to all
i need a soldier

how can love be in the dictionary if its so hard to explain ( Read more... )

How exciting is winter break gonna be? oh yea. mucho grande exciting. if jackie doesn't get raped by bobby and becky doesn't leave me and jackie after this. you better not, berekka. we love you too mucho grande mucho. lol. member when we used to say that like every efing second of the day? humor. good times ( Read more... )

so far, today has been, laid back...i woke up at five oclock this morning and laid in bed till 9. My mom took me to jackies and we went down to venice beach, where i got a christmas present. fun. then we went back to her house and um... hehe(no not that!). then we watched mean girls, later to watch dodgeball. haha. way too much laughter for joshua ( Read more... )

i cant even belieive how sleep deprived i am. i didn't go to sleep till like 6:30 this morning. woke up at 7:30, got home at 8. and then i woke up to my dad talking to my dog, and i thougt that it was monday. so i wanted to yell at my dad. but then i looked at my clock and it said 4pm. and i was like, wow. i really thought it was monday. how sad. ( Read more... )