change.... good or bad.

Jan 16, 2005 20:28

how do you know what your purpose in life is?... today i was lying in the bath, and i thought to myself.... i want to die rite now, or not, because im probably going to hell after what happened this weekend. it seems to me that whenever you think something is going really really well, it all turns around on you.... nobody knows what my life is like ( Read more... )

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blow_m3_a_kiss January 17 2005, 22:20:45 UTC
hey laura. its sarah. im friends with nicole.. add me?

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wanna_know January 18 2005, 02:56:32 UTC
ok added, add me back.

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paint_her_red January 18 2005, 03:53:27 UTC
the only person rejected in this equation was me. its like loosing the one person that you've thought would always be there and then you realize that they may not be. i didn't reject you laura i am and will always be there for you but things have changed and you know that i care about you and watever you are going through. i am not mat at you. obviously you probably dont feel comfortable talkin to me about the things that are going wrong in your life but im here...

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wanna_know January 18 2005, 05:02:03 UTC
aw, my berekkka, yea alot of things are happening rite now. alot of things are going on. i just dont know, or want to explain them all.... its too hard. but i love you. dont worry about me. i miss you;

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xosweetnikkyxo January 18 2005, 05:11:37 UTC
Laura i would NEVER EVER reject what u say to me.. sometimes i jst feel like ur not actually opening up to me..i feel like theres some things u dnt wana tell me... and it hurts becuz hun i will always b there for u but i cant be there unless u tell me whats bugging u....and dnt die laura..i felt like i wanted to die on saturday night but no one in my life seems to understand what kind of things im goin through.. no one understands my pain as well....and the only way we can survive this is if u open up to me... tell me evyrthing thats going on i would really like to actually have someone to talk to and understand me....laura whenever ur in a bad mood and i try and ask u whats wrong,u tell me nothin but i kno something is going on and trust me u NEED to open up to me...i hate tosee u not smiling...i love when we laugh,i love when we kick ass in PE,i love that we can go crazy and give a fuck, i love how we eat ur break up icecream,and most of all i love being ur friend..but i cant be there for u unless u actually open up to me...... ( ... )

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cracka_slappa January 19 2005, 03:13:25 UTC
LAURA I LOVE U!!!!!!! ADD ME... IT'S MINDY

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wanna_know January 19 2005, 04:33:40 UTC
oh my lover bum. i love you back. and your are def. added. much love

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anonymous January 20 2005, 02:57:21 UTC
baby! i know exactley how ur feeling, its weird huh? were gonna get through it though i know it. its just another thing were gonna go through together, and u know that i am here to talk whenever and i need u to talk too. bobby and josh dont understand or they wouldnt be mad, as for bex, i love u so much and im sorry for whatever happended and i hope that we can work things out.
love jackie

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hey thereeeee laura thatcher paint_her_red January 20 2005, 05:49:26 UTC
comment on my livejournal . i just made a new entry. :) he he

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wanna_know January 21 2005, 00:24:30 UTC
my jackikins,
i dont know what the hell people are thinking, but me and you are the only onez that kno what the fuck is going on in our little world, i swear... i dont know what has gotten into us, but not being able to "kick it" lol on the weekdays is making me upset. i love you so much. we need to figure something out, i want to call you. RITE NOW. so im going to. lol. i love you.
laura

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wanna_know January 24 2005, 05:15:35 UTC
hells yea homeboy. lol. best be added back.

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