how many of us
How exciting is winter break gonna be? oh yea. mucho grande exciting. if jackie doesn't get raped by bobby and becky doesn't leave me and jackie after this. you better not, berekka. we love you too mucho grande mucho. lol. member when we used to say that like every efing second of the day? humor. good times.
my birthday is in 12 days, wow. 15. oh yea, then sixteen and i can drive, far, far away from all my problems, and then go to a poolhouse, get drunk and talk about them all over again. no, my life isn't that depressing, just boaring like wow.
How are we sapposed to swim in a pool that didn't pass the health test twice? is it true that there's a pet rat in there that they named willie? who swims in the pool? i donno, but that sounds kinda weird. wow. today in ms. morris' class i was writing a story about kinda my life, but kinda not, like, a bird's eye veiw, but with dialoge. it was really depressing. about boys, and life, and drugs and presure. how efing wonderfull is that?
what happened to those guys in middle school, who liked you for you? not for how far you would go with them, but honestly, truely for you? did they all really just turn into assholes and expect everything from us? or is it (not to be mean twards lincoln girls) that they came and saw how much/far lincoln girls would go and now we have to like lower our expections of them so that they we can be liked equallly, and not worry about them going for someone else cuz they'll go farther than us? how many of you all have played that game? the: if she will do this, THEN i'll do this. ha. she cant beat that....... how many people have been hurt by someone without knowing what was happening when they got hurt? how many people have changed a part of their lifestyle for someone that you liked(like)? How many of us now, will look back at high school someday and say, i made a mistake, that will effect me for the rest of my life. How many of us are devoted to someone who wont devote themselfs to you? How many guys have told you that they just wanna hook up cuz they're "not looking for a relationship rite now"? How many of us have been used?(on the day of my senior graduation, i will come back to livejournal and tell everyone all of the things i regret... i think. lol. i donno if i'll have the guts to do it. ) How many of us have had clique problems ALREADY in high school? but anyways, my point is, all of the good guys, are no more. its all about sex and partys and shit like that....there are those lucky few tho. those lucky girls who were smart and kept their middle school sweatheart and stayed with them.... HOW MANY OF US HAVE HAD OUR HEARTS BROKEN?
way to many
i love you all
laura
my birthday is in 12 days, wow. 15. oh yea, then sixteen and i can drive, far, far away from all my problems, and then go to a poolhouse, get drunk and talk about them all over again. no, my life isn't that depressing, just boaring like wow.
How are we sapposed to swim in a pool that didn't pass the health test twice? is it true that there's a pet rat in there that they named willie? who swims in the pool? i donno, but that sounds kinda weird. wow. today in ms. morris' class i was writing a story about kinda my life, but kinda not, like, a bird's eye veiw, but with dialoge. it was really depressing. about boys, and life, and drugs and presure. how efing wonderfull is that?
what happened to those guys in middle school, who liked you for you? not for how far you would go with them, but honestly, truely for you? did they all really just turn into assholes and expect everything from us? or is it (not to be mean twards lincoln girls) that they came and saw how much/far lincoln girls would go and now we have to like lower our expections of them so that they we can be liked equallly, and not worry about them going for someone else cuz they'll go farther than us? how many of you all have played that game? the: if she will do this, THEN i'll do this. ha. she cant beat that....... how many people have been hurt by someone without knowing what was happening when they got hurt? how many people have changed a part of their lifestyle for someone that you liked(like)? How many of us now, will look back at high school someday and say, i made a mistake, that will effect me for the rest of my life. How many of us are devoted to someone who wont devote themselfs to you? How many guys have told you that they just wanna hook up cuz they're "not looking for a relationship rite now"? How many of us have been used?(on the day of my senior graduation, i will come back to livejournal and tell everyone all of the things i regret... i think. lol. i donno if i'll have the guts to do it. ) How many of us have had clique problems ALREADY in high school? but anyways, my point is, all of the good guys, are no more. its all about sex and partys and shit like that....there are those lucky few tho. those lucky girls who were smart and kept their middle school sweatheart and stayed with them.... HOW MANY OF US HAVE HAD OUR HEARTS BROKEN?
way to many
i love you all
laura