you are the victim....and why is that? oh, no worries.....I don't want to bicker with you about whose place it is to be the victim...I would never let you make me into one. I'm just questioning you're reasoning behind it all. I think you enjoy it; the attention that is. You have never really been a victim and you know it, I think this makes you ( Read more... )

I've gotten myself into a bit of a pickle. two brothers. I feel like the world should just kick me in the head right now, that would probably feel better than this shit.

I thought I wanted this since I was a 7year old. I thought it was fated to be. I was wrong. It's hard not wanting this anymore. Only if things had been different. . . it's too late now. Even if things do change, even if things end up how I once wanted them to. . . I wouldn't keep it. I can't believe I held on to my hopes for so long. . . ( Read more... )

h...h...h..hellloooo!!! today....is.....a.....good, yes....good day. we're having a party tonight. it's going to be so blue rhino. i'm going to jail next month. if i don't go to jail, i'm going to have to join a support group for kleptomaniacs.....not fair. i hate barbara. hate? eh...yes, hate. i'm going to get smashed. i'm going to be drunk ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in so long. So much has happened....and so little. I'm in school...finally!!! I have my best friend back. long story. I have a better idea of who I am and I understand that I will never know who I am. I'm everchanging... but who isn't? I'm over Dan, the hairy pizza delivery man, yet I'm mentioning him...hmmmm. I'm over Colby ( Read more... )

i luv you i luv you i luv you guys.........moho...ewiiker....megz.....luv you guys. my new number is 788-2251........call me....can't wait to see you guys for x-mas....i'm working :-(
luv you luv you luv you......kisses and hugs xoxoxoxoxoxo

i don't understand....you are supposed to be a friend... why did you do that?.... what makes you think you have the right to meddle in this? ..... what? things done to me in jest matter a little less because I'm silly stupid Alisha?.... that wasn't cool. did you actually think what you did would HELP the situation...or was it because you wanted a ( Read more... )

i'm at my parents house in BFE....yes, it is beautiful out here...the moon has been full, and I feel as if I should be doing something wild...not many possibilities for that out here, unless I were to climb a pine tree and chuck pine cones at passing deer...hmmmmm....tempting.

be straight up with me.....be real....truthful....honest....I know you don't have to be, I am basically a stranger to you, and you are new to me as well....and being honest to a stranger is as easy as it is difficult, because we are not obligated to respect each other in that way....I apologize if I am asking you for too much. I respect you...I wan ( Read more... )

they say love forgives, love is innocent, love isn't bitter......I think it's an illusion an excuse to procreate. love is unforgiving ....love is guilty.......love is so excruciatingly bitter.....it's a nice word with supposedly good meaning....love makes us do crazy things....we want to do crazy things and love is a good excuse to use.....it makes ( Read more... )