do you believe in soul mates.....in your ONE true love...in love at all, or is it lust? I believe in my ONE true love... For so long I have been looking for the one person that will complete me....the one person I would be so lucky to find, and to have ......but I am complete....I am already some lost soul's ONE true love and they will be damn ( Read more... )

I went swirling down the rabbit hole, without even my shadow to trail ( Read more... )

make me gasp
make me quiver
make me scream
make me bite
make me see....make me touch....make me feel

6 days till sunday. at least he said goodbye. 6 more days. i'm sinking now. deeper and deeper still. falling into my mind. the fear barely lingers...the fear that I may not climb out this time. buried in my thoughts ( Read more... )

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in the coming month i will drive to the coast....by myself. i will sit in the sand and watch the skyline as the sun sets. i will go to a nice restaurant and have dinner alone. I will walk on the windy beach while the moon watches me. Maybe I will splash around in the icy pacific.....i'm turning 20 next month. it seems as if all of my memories ( Read more... )

It's not fair to ask myself whats wrong with me. i'm the same now as i was when he was kissing me. it's not fair to keep asking why. if i had answers would i understand his reason? The reasoning I would like is for him to actually care but fear the pain it might cause..he is here for such a short while. in all actuality he probably felt guilty ( Read more... )

have you ever had those friends that want you to write them, but never write you back? hmmmm....so yeah, in other news. what other news? oh....I know....Bonnie is back in 2 days!!!! yay. We move into our apartment!!! yay!!.....hello moriah!!!! hello eric!!!!

I miss my friends....*sniff* where have all of you gone? *sniff*