Well. A year has passed! And here I am.

Things have changed a lot! (let me count the ways)

I've finally realized what an awesomely dyketastic babe I am.
I've grown in confidence so much that I've been asking chicks out, AND getting phone numbers. I even had a date the other day. :) It went so well, we've got another one tomorrow. I'm freaking ( Read more... )

Yeah, I didn't really come on for any reason other than to remind myself of this line from Kierkegaard's journals:

"The thing is to find a truth which is true for me, to find the idea for which I can live and die."

Yep. Thank you Soren, that was very insightful.

I'm hungry, time to grab some fooooooooood!

Bee

Okay for those who haven't been tuning in to our regularly scheduled programming, I have met someone.

Her name's Kayla and she rocks my fuckin' world. She came into my work a week or so ago and we talked for an hour and when she had to leave she asked for my number (me! my number! a cute chick! exciting times!) -and had been thinking about asking ( Read more... )

Just thought I'd share an excellent poem, the aforementioned La Belle Dame Sans Merci.

I.
O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,
Alone and palely loitering?
The sedge has wither'd from the lake,
And no birds sing.

II.
O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms!
So haggard and so woe-begone?
The squirrel’s granary is full,    
And the harvest’s done.

III.
I see a lily ( Read more... )

Hey so I'm drunk again. What else is new? My mom seems to think I'm a fucking drunk, again no surprise, and she says I'm going to get fat from all the booze and pizza and inactivity. What a shocker! My mother thinks I'm a waste of space! Gee whiz folks, this is big fuckin' news.

I'm on my knees looking for the answer, are we human or are we dancer?

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Hello again. It has been a while, let me tell ya.

I found out some super awesome news: apparently Dave was cheating on me, or had cheated once, or something, while we were dating. I kinda wish he'd had the balls to tell me himself, or that Alex had some fucking stones and would've stood up for me and at least mentioned that Dave was dating one of ( Read more... )

I freaking love City and Colour. Serious. So instead of bitching about how much I fucking hate my job as usual, I'm going to share one of my favourite songs by this wonderful artist:

Sam Malone by City and Colour

You can try to fight this all you want
But I won't be there, I won't be there when you're all alone
This new season it brings with it signs ( Read more... )

So if you've been trying to contact me in the past week or so and haven't been able to, don't worry I'm not dead. My phone and my bank account on the other hand...

I'm a bit of an idiot, and didn't pay my phone bill (two months in a row :S) so they cut me off. I dug myself out of it thankfully but it'll be another day or two before I actually get ( Read more... )

Today has been a grand waste of time in the grand scheme of things. I woke up at twelve and lazed about until half past four when I decided I'd had enough of being here. I went to the library for a couple minutes to pay off my fines, then decided 'hey, it's happy hour somewhere' and drank a couple beers at the pub. Apparently my cell phone has been ( Read more... )

Oh man, I read webcomics wayyyy too much. But today's Scary-go-round was freaking awesome. Last panel: "It's my God-given right to be sullen! Downcast forever, levity never!"

Man does that feel like my mantra sometimes.

Bee

[edit at 3:33am]
Also I found out what the band name the Raconteurs means! It means the storytellers but it is French. Thank you ( Read more... )