IT's amazing, isn't it, how something as simple as a movie can change you? I mean, you watch them for entertainment value and then somehow grow from the experience. Perhaps it's simply because of the fact that when we watch a movie, we lower the defenses we have built up around our hearts and minds and allow ourselves to relax which enables the ( Read more... )

I just realized something. For so long now, I've been holding onto the stupidest things in life. The things that mean nothing. The things that hold nothing for me ( Read more... )

I just realized something... You were the most amazing girl I ever met and I wish, more than ever, that things had turned out differently. It's not even a matter of being lonely and saying like, yea... But like... All the crap that has gone done in the last few weeks really opened my eyes to who really cares about what... And I now believe you, ( Read more... )

You called to say you wanted out ( Read more... )

To the space that is inside of me ( Read more... )

With ever day that passes ( Read more... )

It is goodbye until we meet again ( Read more... )

So this week's depressing quote comes from a very close friend ( Read more... )

*sighs* I don't know how to go on anymore...

Every step of the way I feel like everything is falling to pieces... =\ All I want to do anymore is cry myself to sleep, only I can't sleep anymore...

I'm a mess of pain... A mess of sorrows... And it's not gonna change for a long, long time.

I never hated something so much in my life.

So, thinks have been absolutely blah lately... But I won't go into that. lol I wrote a new poem... well, a few days ago actually, I just never really get on LJ much anymore. *shrugs ( Read more... )