Changes
I just realized something. For so long now, I've been holding onto the stupidest things in life. The things that mean nothing. The things that hold nothing for me.
I was looking back over some of the things that have happened in the last year, and I'm realizing that this move, this transition, is probably one of the best things that could happen. There are so many things I want to work on... So many things I want to change... I NEED to change. I've got my life to live, I'm done trying to fill the shoes of someone else. There's a girl waiting for me, a girl who means more to me than anyone else ever will. She has my heart. I only wish I knew, for certain, when it is that I will meet her, because this longing is killing me... But as much as it hurts, as much as this pain stirs inside of me, it is naught compared to the pain I am causing in myself. My own free will and mistakes are eating me alive...
I'm done with this.
It's time to shake things up and live again.
I love you.
The one and only HRP, signing off.
I was looking back over some of the things that have happened in the last year, and I'm realizing that this move, this transition, is probably one of the best things that could happen. There are so many things I want to work on... So many things I want to change... I NEED to change. I've got my life to live, I'm done trying to fill the shoes of someone else. There's a girl waiting for me, a girl who means more to me than anyone else ever will. She has my heart. I only wish I knew, for certain, when it is that I will meet her, because this longing is killing me... But as much as it hurts, as much as this pain stirs inside of me, it is naught compared to the pain I am causing in myself. My own free will and mistakes are eating me alive...
I'm done with this.
It's time to shake things up and live again.
I love you.
The one and only HRP, signing off.