Tears and loneliness

[vispilio]

*sighs* I don't know how to go on anymore...

Every step of the way I feel like everything is falling to pieces... =\ All I want to do anymore is cry myself to sleep, only I can't sleep anymore...

I'm a mess of pain... A mess of sorrows... And it's not gonna change for a long, long time.

I never hated something so much in my life.

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[putonthekettle]

This is not the Ruey I used to know!

[vispilio]

Yea... sadly... a large piece of my heart is just alittle bit shredded... so I am working on putting it all back together and it is a trying process.

But I'm getting there.

[nitrojunky10sec]

I know how it feels bud. Imagine having that large piece of heart shredded and still taken. I can't get mine back to put it back together, all I can hope is the blender is turned off and they take the initiative to repiece it for good.

[vispilio]

Yea, in a way I can relate... =\