Tears and loneliness

[vispilio]

*sighs* I don't know how to go on anymore...

Every step of the way I feel like everything is falling to pieces... =\ All I want to do anymore is cry myself to sleep, only I can't sleep anymore...

I'm a mess of pain... A mess of sorrows... And it's not gonna change for a long, long time.

I never hated something so much in my life.