i just wish i felt like i was actually living ( Read more... )

soooooooooooo ( Read more... )

OKAY, so a problem i;ve run into here that i need to get on fixing REALLY bad, is the eating habits. im not saying all i eat is junk. i'm just lacking certain things one should have in a proper diet. i no longer eat many vegetables or fruit, oh meat too (they are frill items, they go bad really fast, require multiple dishes to make/serve) and man ( Read more... )

i swear im losing my mind.. i walked into my room and i swear i thought i saw my cat follow me in.. turned around to pick it up.. but no cat. WOOOOOOOW i need some sleep.

today is the first day i sat here, bawling my eyes out about the innevitable move to sudbury. i keep thinking about all of the people i'm going to have to leave. and im scared, SO fucking scared of whats going to happen ( Read more... )

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RAAAAAAAAAAANDDDOMMMMMMM

am i really happy with where my life has ended up so far?
is anyone?
do tell, because i'm having a slight crisis.

fever, headache, swollen throat, stuffy nose, cough, puffy eyes, sore EVERYWHERE, exhausted.. FUCK ILLNESS it's soooo not necessary and WHO has time to go to the doctors? i know i dont. which i realise will only make me more sick but fuck ittttt i;ve got a life to live and a lot of shit to work on and this has done nothing but add cloudyness to my ( Read more... )

so far my march break is not off to the greatest start. I thought i was over all this insecure... abandonment issues bullshit. UGHHH whyyyy do my friends not want to entertain me as much as i wish to entertain them?? hahaha... OH WELL, i refuse to sit and sulk, thats SoOoOoOoOoO gr.9 bahahaha!! I'll just stop making plans with people who always ( Read more... )

today at school was ominous ( Read more... )