i read way too much into things, and it kills my heart.. so it needs to stop. On another note i have a feeling this next little bit is gonna be crazy hectic school wise, so that makes me nervous. I'm sick with a cold, so that kinda sucks. My mind is playing tricks on me, dreams are so real.. which scares me. We got thrown out of markham cosmic ( Read more... )

BAHAHAHA ok so i'm writting my essay and watching Entoertainment Tonight and there's this story on about how Miss USA was going to be "fired" because she had been drinking undaerage.. and we have to remember this is the states, so her being 20 IS underage.. but seriously.. WHO THE FUCK CARES... this girl is being put in a huge conference where she ( Read more... )

i have officially read my eyes to death... so bad i;ve started wearing my glasses again.. i haven't done that since gr,9.... WWWHHHHYYYYY!?!??!?!?!

so i guess it's official? i have to say i really never thought it would happen, but things have become pretty clear. sad really it's not how i thought it would go down. nice to know how things stack up even if being on the lower end is disappointing. i'm done with the bullshit, if you really wanted to discuss it you would instead of leading me ( Read more... )

i really shouldn't be able to predict these things so far in the fucking future. It's sad and disappointing. You talk and talk but do you see what i'm talking about? All this shit really doesn't work.. change? ya right.

could you PLEASE just give me the god damn respect of answering? i mean really i should hope i mean at least that much.

so BASICALLY, i got a new lap top.. i ws gonna need one when i went to school so we figured.. why not now? but ya while we were paying these 2 guys stole a new video ipod... its funny cuz this alarm was going off and no one new what it was and i guess the guys had cut the wire it was attached to (it was on display) and just walked right by us out ( Read more... )

well THAT was a warm welcome haha

SUCK DICK LIFE!!! i might as well be off to bed.. niiiggghhhtt

haha kay, so that was kind of rude.. sometimes i feel liek i'm talking to a brick wall. but i can deal, i mean really. Things are changing and i think i'm just gonna have to roll with the punches, i shouldn't hold on to things that no one else is haha. it's part of life i supose.. i just wish it wasn't. oohhh wellll, growing up time?